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Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Best Friend

Jake . He was my friend. He is gone and I will miss him so much. I loved loved loved Jake. For nine years and two months he has been attached to my every move. I breathe he breathes, I walk he walks. I eat he eats. He Died Sunday, maybe from heart failure, I will never know for sure. What I do know for sure is that I was not there for him in the end. I was out of town , Now my heart is broken and it hurts, bad. I got to visit him and say goodbye. So Hard to do. He is so beautiful, so soft and furry. Its real hard to breathe without him. Everything I do that I used to do is so Hard. I see him everywhere, I hear him breathing everywhere, Maybe they were wrong, Maybe he will bark or knock (he always knocked when he was outside and wanted in) and I can breathe again. Sad, very Sad. He made us laugh, a lot. He gave endless hugs, He called me Ma Mu. He totally Ruled. Totally. We are grateful, honored, blessed, privileged,and lucky to have him in our family. He was a dork. I am a dork ,What a Dog. He was my Friend, Jake


Randy said...

Hey Deb, So sorry for your loss. We are praying for you. It's nice you got a blog going. Sometimes writing about it helps you work through the loss.

Our dog Bear is around 12 years old and we've had him since he was five or six weeks old. He's been having breathing problems every once in a while, but otherwise seems to be pretty healthy. But large dogs don't live much past 12 or 13 they say. He's our watch dog for Rebecca since she is home a lone often. He is the smartest dog we have ever had. Kinda like Lassie, you tell him do do something he'll go do it. Does everything but takeout the trash (but he does like to get into the trash, stupid dog ...) You should share some of your stories about Jake on your blog.

Love, Randy, Karen and Rebecca and the rest of the family

Rebecca said...

hi anut Deb
I'm so sorry about your dog and I remember Jake.
we had 3 dogs Masy & curly sue and Bear. We had to sale 2 dogs Madsy and curly Sue and we miss them so mush. Curly had a tube in her tummy and my mom take her to animals hospital and they fix her. They gave her a new home. So Masy a new home too. Now we had bear.
love Rebecca

Karen said...

I cried when I read your post about Jake. I can feel your loss and I'm so sorry you lost your friend and companion. You're in our thoughts and prayers.

Love Karen

debbie said...

Thank You everyone for all of your prayers and thoughts. They have been greatly apprecated